Because I am adopted and not family.
But she gets to have therapy for me being abused as a child.
Archive for June, 2020
He is your mums father.
If she insists on hitting you, tell him and tell him I told you to tell him.
I don’t hit you, thus nobody gets to lay their hands on you.
The only way for me to not be involved in a cycle of anger and abuse, was to walk away.
I don’t make a fuss outside your house, I do not cooperate with your mother..
Any time I was to turn up drunk and mental at your house, she would be right and I would be a liar.
You always have a home with me.
I didnt abandon you.
She stopped me seeing you.
Every day without you is like christmas, its cold and theres nothing to do.
Why wouldn’t the police arrest him…
If I had threatened a concierge on my estate, they would have subdued me….
Luckily I am not black or they might have accidentally shot me, despite me calling them.
I was once awoken by a lover attacking me, because I got off with a girl, in her dream!
She used to get so furious, she would rake my face, with her nails.
I used to go to the pub and grown men would say to me,’why don’t you just hit her’…
I love her.
After she miscarried my son, in an argument, she screamed in my face ‘I’m glad I lost your son’
She is dead now, cancer ate her.
She was pregnant when we got together.
I was there when Anabel was born.and when she said’can I call you daddy?’ I told her ‘you can call me anything you want’…
And I am sure he doesnt know me..
Ken kesey never watched one flew over the cuckoos nest, after editors removed the native american narrator.
My Life in a Bush of Ghosts. 